Rona’s General Thoughts
Dear diary, today, you can go fuck yourself. My mother came to me in some weird visions or hallucinations and I think I’ll never recover from that. I just have to reach Waterdeep, find my family and figure out what I’m supposed to do, just how she said it. They should be my priority. Blood runs thicker than water… I don’t believe that saying when my family neglected me ever since you died mother. I never cared for either… but maybe that is what I do wrong… to not have cared. All I was doing is survive, one day to the next… at least now I feel like I have purpose.
Rona’s Thoughts on the group
Arispira
I have yet to still figure out what or who this person is, all I know is, she is addicted to gold and somehow I wanted to feel connected to her. We haven’t bonded in a way I wanted to, I just don’t belong in her circle. We share accommodations but her soul and mine have not intertwined. I don’t even know why I care. I rather spend my time just hiding my gold from her and keep my distance but, she has something to her that keeps me grounded in a way. And the constant fear she is in pain. She needs somebody, she seems lonely.
Kerrick
He is an honorable man, mother you would get along with him so well. Though I haven’t gotten close to him, he has his own little circle he rotates around, and I haven’t been able to connect to those. He reminds me of those guards that took their duty way too serious, I wonder if he knows what fun even is. He looks after Tarvo like you used to look after me mother, he has the heart at the right spot. I’m not sure though if that is the reason why I avoid even talking to him… I don’t know how to handle someone so similar to you. It’s okay though, he doesn’t seem to need me or seek contact to me either. I guess I might just be too much of a loose end. I know people think I can’t take things serious and maybe he does too.
Sariel
Oh mother, I wish you were here, to meet him, and tell me how to handle all these emotions, you never taught me how complicated it can be to feel so dependent on someone. I wish you could tell me how you and father have met. How did you know… you liked someone. He is the first one I met I actually care about. It’s funny, I feel like I could carry him on my back yet I want to rely on him completely. I feel silly and childish, I should stay focused but I just want to help him mother, I want to help him with his sorrows, with the weight of his past. I’ll keep an eye on him. I just, I’m scared he might disappear on me. I don’t know how to feel about this, but I want to tell him everything, I want to share every single thought with him. I want to be strong for him. What do I do? Please, I wish you could teach me… I don’t want to feel this vulnerable, it scares me. God and he looks so good.
Tarvo
I never met a man that stank so badly. I am serious, I smelled toilets that were not watering my eyes even if they were so awful. Yet, I actually very much appreciate his company. He was getting me through the worst phases in Mere. When my thoughts were not my own to control, he kept me grounded, he kept me from being selfish. I do hope, if he ever gets to be king, he wears more than just his underwear. I’m not sure if I could respect a king like that. I can’t actually believe he is a king or will be. I think I’d never address him as majesty, unless I get paid for it. He is a good man and I hope I can still call him a friend in the future.
Rona’s Thoughts on specific NPCs
I never want to see this stinking city again, bye Mere, bye terrible hat store owner and goodbye Vanessa, oh how much I hate you Vanessa, you run-down bartender.